Tarot for Wealth · Topic 06

What Do My Boss and Colleagues Truly Think of My Performance?

A plain-spoken tarot essay for the awkward silence after meetings, performance anxiety, and wondering how your work is really being seen.

This question usually arrives with a small humiliation attached to it. Not a disaster. Nothing dramatic enough to explain to a friend without feeling silly. Maybe your boss said, "Interesting," and moved on. Maybe a colleague thanked everyone in the meeting except you. Maybe you sent a careful report and got no reply at all. Now you are trying to act normal while your mind keeps walking back into that room.

When you ask tarot what your boss and colleagues truly think of your performance, you are often asking whether the silence means danger. You want to know if people respect you, tolerate you, secretly complain about you, or simply do not think about you as much as you fear they do. That last possibility can feel almost insulting. We want our effort to be visible. We want the late nights to leave a trace.

A useful reading starts by admitting something uncomfortable: workplace perception is never one clean opinion. Your boss may trust your output and still forget to praise you. A colleague may admire your competence and resent how often you catch mistakes. Someone may like you personally and still think your updates are too long. People are messy. Offices are messier. Tarot helps when it lets the mess stay messy instead of forcing one grand verdict.

Before the cards, there is usually standing by the printer pretending to staple papers while two people lower their voices.

There is also refreshing the project channel after sending the final file at 11:47 p.m..

And sometimes, if the day has already been long, there is watching your manager type, stop, type again, and only reply with a thumbs-up. By the time you sit with the deck, you are not asking from theory. You are asking from a nervous system that has been keeping receipts.

Pull one card for visible performance, one for hidden perception, one for communication, one for reputation over time, and one for the next repair or strengthening move. Do not ask, "Do they like me?" That question is too hungry. Ask what they rely on you for. Ask where they misunderstand you. Ask where your fear is making you read neutral faces as punishment.

The Six of Pentacles can show whether work feels fairly exchanged. If it appears upright, people may see you as helpful, generous, dependable, the person who remembers the detail nobody else wanted to track. Reversed, it can show imbalance. You may be over-giving, doing unpaid emotional labor, answering messages too fast, or quietly becoming the person everyone asks because you never say no.

Page of Swords is the awkward card for being watched. Not always in a sinister way. It can mean people are assessing your words, your speed, your tone in emails, your accuracy. It can also mean gossip, half-formed opinions, Slack screenshots, and someone making a story from one sentence you typed while tired. If this card appears, slow down before you send the defensive message.

Three of Pentacles is a relief when it appears in this reading. It often says your work is seen through collaboration: how you revise, explain, share credit, and respond when someone changes the brief. The card does not always promise applause. It says reputation is being built in small practical moments, especially when you are not performing brilliance.

Judgement can feel harsh, but in a performance reading it can be useful. It asks what record exists. What can be reviewed? What numbers, files, presentations, client comments, tickets, dashboards, or screenshots show your contribution? If the answer is "everyone knows," be careful. Everyone knowing is not the same as evidence when promotion season arrives.

Seven of Cups warns against guessing too much. You may be building an entire courtroom in your head from one delayed reply. I have done this. A manager fails to answer for four hours, and suddenly the mind has written a severance scene, a replacement scene, and a scene where everyone has a secret meeting called "concerns." Sometimes the person was just in traffic. Sometimes not. The card says gather facts before you suffer twice.

Look at the ordinary clues. Do people bring you into planning early, or only after decisions are made? Do they trust you with unclear problems, or only clean tasks? Does your boss ask for your opinion when there is no audience? Do colleagues come back to you after your first suggestion? These details matter more than a polished compliment at the holiday party.

If this question is tangled with whether to leave, read Should I quit my current job or stay and wait? beside this spread.

If money or status is part of the ache, keep Will I get promoted or receive a salary raise? nearby too.

And if the whole path feels uncertain, What does the future hold for my current career path? may give the wider weather.

I would also keep a small notebook beside the reading. Not a beautiful journal bought for a new personality. Just a cheap notebook, maybe with a bent corner, where you write what actually happened. The date. The sentence someone used. The number in the offer. The hour you woke up thinking about work. Tarot becomes more useful when it has to sit next to ordinary evidence.

That evidence does not need to be dramatic. It can be the third week you skipped lunch because the meeting ran over. It can be the way your hand hovered over the send button because one email felt heavier than it should. It can be the fact that you felt relief, not excitement, when a call got canceled. These little details are not side notes. They are the weather your career is happening inside.

If a card sounds noble but your body feels tight, write both things down. If a card sounds scary but your actual facts are calm, write that too. The point is not to make the cards win over reality. The point is to let the reading, the body, and the plain facts argue honestly at the same table until the next step is less blurry.

If the cards show respect but little warmth, do not panic. Some workplaces are stingy with praise. Some managers were never taught to say, "You did that well." They only speak when something is broken. It is not ideal. It can still mean your work is valued. You may need a clearer feedback habit instead of another week of guessing from punctuation.

If the cards show irritation, ask what kind. Are people annoyed because you are careless, or because you ask good questions that slow down lazy plans? Are they frustrated by your missed deadlines, or by the fact that you stopped rescuing everyone else's deadlines? Tarot should help you separate useful criticism from office weather. Not every frown is truth. Not every compliment is safety.

There is also the private shame of being competent but invisible. You finish the boring parts. You clean the spreadsheet. You notice the missing number. Then someone else presents the polished version and gets the nod. If that is the pattern, the reading may not be saying "try harder." It may be saying document, name your work, and stop making your value easy to steal.

For a boss specifically, pull a card for trust. Trust does not always look like affection. It may look like being given autonomy, hard problems, client contact, or honest criticism. A boss who never smiles may still trust you deeply. A boss who calls you amazing every Friday may still leave you out of decisions. Watch behavior, not decoration.

For colleagues, pull a card for exchange. Are you part of a real give-and-take, or are you the person who covers gaps? Do they share information with you? Do they warn you when priorities shift? Do they loop you in before a deadline becomes a mess? Performance is social in ways we pretend it is not. Good work can suffer when the room refuses to pass the ball.

A very simple practice: before your next review, write down three wins, two hard lessons, and one thing you need to do better. Use plain words. No corporate perfume. "I reduced the weekly report time by two hours." "I missed the first deadline because I underestimated approvals." "I need earlier feedback on client-facing drafts." This kind of clarity changes how people hear you.

If you are afraid they think you are failing, ask for specific feedback while you are calm. Not after crying in the bathroom. Not in a long message at midnight. Try: "I want to make sure I am meeting expectations on this project. What is one thing I should keep doing and one thing I should adjust?" It is boring. It works better than mind reading.

The reading may also expose your own bias. If you grew up being praised only when you were useful, neutral feedback can feel like rejection. If you have worked under cruel managers before, a quiet manager can feel dangerous. The cards may not be reporting the office. They may be showing the old office still living in your body.

Still, do not gaslight yourself. If your boss avoids eye contact, cancels every one-on-one, changes your work without telling you, and gives your assignments to someone else, that is information. If colleagues stop sharing context, laugh strangely when you enter, or keep "forgetting" your name on documents, that is information too. Tarot should sharpen your sight, not talk you out of it.

One of the best outcomes in this reading is not praise. It is clarity about your next move. Maybe you need to ask for a review. Maybe you need to make your contribution visible. Maybe you need to repair a missed deadline with no excuses. Maybe you need to stop begging a cold workplace to become a family.

If the cards are mixed, that may be the honest answer. Your boss may value your skill but worry about your confidence. A colleague may enjoy working with you but feel you dominate meetings. The team may trust you with detail but not yet with leadership. Mixed does not mean doomed. It means there is something to work with.

Please do not pull ten more cards trying to force a compliment. I say that gently because I understand the urge. When work feels unstable, praise feels like oxygen. But tarot is not there to pat your head until the panic drops. It is there to show where you can stand more clearly tomorrow morning.

End with one action card. If it is Swords, clarify. If Pentacles, document. If Wands, take initiative without showing off. If Cups, repair a relationship or soothe your nervous system before speaking. If a major arcana appears, look for the larger lesson: visibility, fairness, confidence, authority, or the cost of staying small.

The truth is, people at work are thinking about you less constantly than your anxiety claims, and more specifically than your insecurity wants. They notice patterns. They notice whether your work makes their life easier or harder. They notice whether you own mistakes. They notice whether you disappear when things get tense. That is not a threat. It is a map.

So ask the cards, then ask a human question in the real world. Get feedback. Save evidence. Speak before resentment turns your face hard. You do not need everyone to adore you. You need enough truth to decide whether to grow where you are, repair what is weak, or take your effort somewhere it can be named without begging.

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Book recommendation

Tarot: Your Subconscious's Sassy Translator is a useful next companion when this question needs more than a quick card pull.

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